It’s time for a reality check blog. If you follow me on twitter you saw that I had posted a comment today that I am surprised when some people freak out that I interact with them on twitter. It really bothered me. I truly am grateful for any fans that I have over the years. Whatever kind of perfomer you are, if we dont have followers there is NOTHING! So all the fancy things that celebs/models brag about on cribs, on twitter, blogs ect. They would have none of that without fans. Hello!!  I guess more from the fact that I am growing tired of the games that we all play as humans to make ourselves feel better, especially being in the adult business.  It’s really sad and becoming uglier to me with each day.  I guess you can say I am having a Jerry McGuire moment. I have them from time to time. I re-evaluate myself and who I am surrounding myself with which isn’t many. I only have a few close true friends in my life. I’ll always be that way. I suppose this is why I do interact quite a bit with a lot of people on twitter to make up for that fact. 

I guess what I am trying to say is yes, some have warned me that I am too accessible and I will never change that. Just because you have some sort of success doesn’t mean you cannot chat with others.

Thats my thought of the day:)  Here is a pic to make it all better. lol

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Yesterday I spent about twelve hours at a Faircross, it was a motocross race and County fair together. I felt like I got back to my Midwest roots, down to earth fun. I played some fair games and won a teddy bear at a water shooting race booth. (pic is of the bear I won) I beat four other guys playing and the lady was teasing them that I won:) I was so proud! I ate salty, buttered corn on the cob and fried zucchini. Of course my friend just had to try the fried Snickers and made me taste it. omg the foods were all so bad for you but so incredibly tasty too! Needless to say I worked out this morning to make up for it.

I am playing hard this weekend because this week is going to be very busy for me but in a good way. The AVN awards show aired on Showtime late last night and I am going to be posting a clip of when I won my award inside the members area for those that were wanting to see it. I got quite a lot of e-mails this morning of people who saw it. I was a nervous wreck when I had to go up there.

I hope you all have been able to relax this weekend. When you get some downtime come play with me:)

Catalina Cruz

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If you missed my show today, it turned out to be most likely a classic to look back and laugh at. I will have it archived tomorrow unedited. Long story short, I wanted to show everyone and talk about what an oral creampie is. ummm, didn’t work out the way I had hoped for, not because of the guy, because of me. lol So, you’ll see a blooper when you watch it. In any event, I enjoyed doing the show and the crowd was great. Had a good time. Thanks for that!

A brand new themed naughty photoset just went up too today called “Blockbuster” of me being my kinky self watching a dirty movie. Check it out in the members area.

I am off to go lingerie shopping for shoots… I know, tough job. Someone just has to do it though!

I love you all. Thx for the fun and for keeping my spirits up. I hope I do the same for you.

Kisses ~ Catalina

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I now have a new responsibility as I am learning the back end of things in the online adult world. I have always known how to edit videos and now I cut them all up into pieces and get them ready for promotion so all of YOU can find my dirty little website:) I am now on a roll and made fifty yesterday and today. I love that I learning new things still. These things always appear to be harder than they actually are, it is just tidious work but I am detailed oriented so it doesn’t bother me too much.

So, anyway my point is somewhere but I got off on a talking roll. So, as I was working the other day a friend in the business sent me this awful Top Ten Pornstar Loser checklist. I was going to post it here on my blog but failed to because I find it too mean spirited and just don’t have the balls (literally) to do it. but…. I did post it inside my members area on the Fantasy Forum board if you want to take a peek. The list is sad but true and kind of funny too.

Hope all is well with everyone. Just wanted to brighten up your day and pop in.

Catalina Cruz

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My day started as usual waking up at 5:30am. I feel like I have a built in alarm clock, but I always feel like I got enough sleep lately. I have just been thinking about everything I have to get done each day. I worked on a brand new video of petite, hottie Lela Star early this morning which will go up today. I just added three new videos of me the past week or so too. My cam show from Tuesday is now in the archive as of yesterday. Brandon joined in for all of our enjoyment too! He has a double hernia that he is getting surgery on this month and he amazed me with his performance live on cam. The rocket was able to blast off with no problems So, check it out when you have some playtime.

My thoughts are drifting off today, thinking about “Mask” the founder of Tapout, a brand name MMA clothing line. He was killed in a high speed crash in the early morning hours this past Wednesday. It’s really horrific and sad. I have always been a fan of Tapout and watched their reality series everytime it was on. I loved how creative and driven we was to succeed and get the brand name out there. The whole group is amazing and I only hope they can all heal in time. I was at a UFC fight in Vegas awhile ago and the whole Tapout crew was so friendly and approachable. The type that if you yell out their name or want to talk they embrace it. I love that quality in people. Anyway, just wanted to air out my thoughts. I know their has been a mixed reaction due to the racing and wondering whether drinking was involved but I say who am I to judge, we all make mistakes in life. The difference is that his was deadly, just hopefully it will make us all think twice in the future.

Thinking of you today and hoping you are having a smooth day.

Love, Catalina Cruz

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It looks like I have my own cooking show in this photo The only thing getting oiled up is the breasts and it’s not the turkey! Tip of the day…. do not use olive oil as lube, it certainly doesn’t smell very good, but it is suppose to be good for your skin. hehe This video will be coming soon to my members area.

I just found out that my segment on Playboy TV will start airing starting April 24th. The show is called E-Rotic and features America’s Sexiest websites. You can see the times and schedule on Playboytv.com. Just view the month of April.

I am so looking forward to next week, spring break!! I am taking a little vacation this year and I am so ready to let loose. You all wear my ass out!! If you see me in the city of sin don’t hesitate to say hello.

See you tomorrow at my live cam show!

xoxo~Catalina Cruz

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