I am back to writing from my heart again. A new Catalina confessional just went up for members of my site of my blow bang thoughts. Here is a little tamer excerpt from it… “My thoughts race as I want to do a good job. I am a giver so my urge to please to strong. The most intimate moment to me is looking a stranger in the eye as I am having sex with them. There is a human connection, not just a body part anymore. It makes me realize this is real, not a fantasy anymore. I look away quickly because it makes me feel uncomfortable yet is a turn on to me.” This was my most intimate thoughts of my first time with two men from beginning to end. More confessionals are going up this week too.
My last live show is now archived if you missed it. It was a solo erotic show. I cannot believe how time is passing! My live blow bang event with Dana Dearmond is only one week!! There will be six of us live that day so this is a show you don’t want to miss. It is August 18th at 8pm est. If you must miss it, no worries as it will be archived unedited so you don’t miss anything that happens.
On a totally non related note to the blow bang… I watched the tribute to Chris Farley last night, “I am Chris Farley.” He has always been a comedian that when I watched I always laughed no matter what. His hair made me laugh the most especially in the movies he was in. I related to him a lot as he was very sensitive. I don’t think he will ever know how many people he made smile and laugh through his short life. I just wish he could of gotten his addiction in control. It’s something you always have to work at. I have an addictive personality so I understand the ups and downs and also to always feel like you have to be “on” and a certain way. If you get a chance to watch it, take time to. I loved that they did a tribute to him.
Well… that blog was all over the place:) See you on the 18th live!