I hope you had a very relaxing holiday! Mine was spent with family and I cooked both Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. We fried a turkey. It was the first time my dad ever tasted a fried turkey and he couldn’t get enough of it. I think he is going to roll his way back to Ohio. The only thing missing was my mom. Since they are divorced, sometimes the time is split and it sucks so badly. But, the good news is she is most likely moving out here to warm AZ with me this year. I am a family girl at heart if you haven’t figured that out yet from my blogs. lol Porn & family oh it goes so well together. Christmas day my Aunt and Uncle and cousin came over too and I seem to always find myself in an awkward conversation around holiday times because not everyone in my family knows what I do for a living so the questions start to come and god sometimes I just feel like Tony Montana from Scarface when explaining what I do, saying “oh you know this, that, construction, business… I do a lot with my hands.” lol Some family members I just would like to keep it on the down low cause they would just get too upset.

So, now it is time for another year!!! WOW!!! Where does the time go?? I cannot believe it. I have been online 10 years in just about another month! I truly hope you all have an amazing New Year with many positive things to come. Thank you for spending some time with me too. It’s been a great time!!! Who in the world knows what will happen this year. I can only imagine. I am very excited for whats to come.

My cam show from this past week is now up in my members area if you missed it. My next live show will be January, 6th.

I am leaving for California this week and then heading to Las Vegas for the AEE show and the AVN awards show as well next week. It will be a very busy couple weeks but I like it that way. I love to have my hands full. I will be taking tons of photos and videos too.

Happy New Year everyone!!!!!

Catalina Cruz

Visit My Official XXX Website >>

Merry Christmas everyone! I am thinking of you all today and wishing you nothing but happiness, good health and success. I know this holiday is tough for a lot of people and I hope I have helped you smile a bit with some sexy cheer. Hang in there and think positive. My dad and step mom are here visiting right now but I wanted to pop in and send my love. Have a very relaxing holiday. I have a live cam show this coming Saturday afternoon, the 27th. Hope to see you then.

Here is a warm, AZ holiday photo for you all. Even though it is actually pretty chilly in the desert lately. I have multiple layers on today, no low cut boobie revealing tops for me today:)

Love, Catalina Cruz

Visit My Official XXX Website >>

Tis’ the season for porn I just got done reading an article named just that but, it was an article against the adult industry and even got into mainstream ads that were offending to her. A Pajama Grams ad offending?? Give me a break! That was taking it a little too far. That specific mainstream ad was even geared towards couples which I think is so healthy. Just wanted to share my thoughts for a second since it was fresh in my mind.

So, in the spirit of giving and hoping you will  have a very relaxing holiday… today a brand new naughty boy/girl video of me went up. I hope you will enjoy yourselves! Just check out the whats new page when you have time to get to the video.

I am really looking forward to seeing some of you in Vegas in January! Its going to be a blast and I just made plans for Austin Kincaid to be in Vegas too with me. I cannot wait to spend some time with her. She is a total down to earth sweetheart.
I am feeling much, much better from last week and looking forward to my next live cam show Saturday, December 27th at 12noon est. See you then!!

Have a very Happy Holiday everyone!!!!! I wish you all good health & happiness!!

Love~Catalina

Visit My Official XXX Website >>

Happy Holidays!!! Time is just flying to me. I cannot believe the year is about to come to an end and the holidays are here already! I wish there were more hours in the day and more days in the month. I can’t seem to keep up.

Tomorrow, December 17th my live cam show will be at 11am est in the morning. It’s an odd time I know for some of you. If you cannot make it, the whole show will be archived for you as always.

I have a lot of work to do before Christmas yet. I will be flying out to California this weekend for a shoot, so I will most likely be on Santa’s naughty list yet again this year. I have some special holiday updates coming early next week for you all so check out the whats new page in the members area.

Tuesday my Dad and step mom are coming out from Ohio for an Arizona Southwest holiday. Sorry to say though their is not too much warmth here right now. It’s brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cold!! A nice change but I much prefer bikini weather!

Check out the new video posted today featuring a HUGE cock!! It’s a big one ya all!! lol Happy Holidays on that note.

Cheers everyone!

Love~Catalina

Visit My Official XXX Website >>

TGIF!!! I’m sending you some love this morning. I hope you get to relax and enjoy your weekend at some point. I have a lot to get done today before I can play. I wanted to stop in to give you my schedule of where and when you can come meet me this coming January 9th – 11th in Vegas at the AEE Expo, the Adult Entertainment Expo.

I will be at the AVN booth #2036 during the following times:

Friday, January 9th from 3-5pm

Saturday, January 10th from 2-4pm

Sunday, January 11th from 10-12pm

Come out and have some fun in Vegas for a few days if you can.

Here is a link with more info…

Meet me in Vegas! Adult Entertainment Expo Info >>

Take care and have a good weekend. My next live cam show will be Wednesday, Dec 17th.

Catalina Cruz

Visit My Official XXX Website >>

I keep receiving these kinds of e-mails over the years as well as postings sometimes on my fantasy board over the years. I decided to post one of them as well as respond to it here on my blog. Here is the letter I got in my inbox below and my response:

“Dear Ms. Cruz,

I don’t approve of the industry which you are a part of, but I respect of its people, and I don’t think of them as evil, though I may think the choices are. I’m not someone looking to bash or judge, but I just want to ask why do what you do? Do you ever consider the consequences? Do you consider the right and the wrong? Do you truly believe what you do is acceptable for yourself and those who view you? We are all adults here and are free to make any choice we wish to make. But whether its right or not is always up for debate. Do you have God in your life, what do you think of faith, religion, afterlife, heaven, hell, all that jazz? What do you think of people who criticize the industry and its members?

I know this is a lot and they are personal questions. I’m trying to understand what goes on inside the minds of people in the adult industry. I know you and everyone else are regular people, making a living. I’m gonna be frank and say I believe it’s sinful, but I know there’s plenty of good in everybody. Like I said, I’m not trying to judge, insult, or waste your time. I want to be informed, from your perspective, because you make choices and live with them.

If it’s not too much to ask, could you write me back and answer these questions frankly and honestly. It would be much appreciated. Thank you, and God Bless
Matt”

My response…

Dear Matt,

Over the years, I have gotten many letters just like yours of people trying to understand why we do what we do for a living and what is going through our minds. I am by no means a lobbyist for the adult industry. I would probrably be considered conservative in our industry considering the extremes of porn that their are.

I have chosen to be in the sex industry for some different reasons… I was not happy with the office jobs that I was doing. I wanted to be my own boss someday. I honestly was attracted to the high end glamour porn videos that I watched. I loved the hair, makeup and was interested in how it all worked and of course it aroused me. I had met an incredible couple in Michigan early on that ran an adult website who were two of the most down to earth, kindest people you’d ever come across and seemed sincerely happy and were doing well financially. On the way home, that is when I decided to go ahead and start a website.

Yes, I consider all the consequences because unfortunately to many adults sex is still taboo and considered sinful. What amazes me is some of those same people support war and the world is full of violence. I have lost some friends, dirty looks from neighbors, gossip, lawsuits and have lost some family too. On the other hand, I found new friends, unconditional love from close family members, and happiness! I am not a judgmental person so if someone doesn’t like what I do then so be it. I will not go to your doorstep and give you a pamphlet on my website and encourage you to join. Which is what happens often here in Arizona, solicitation of different religions is rampant. Let me pray in the privacy of my own home and my own time.

No, not everyone is going to find what I do acceptable and that is okay. I have come to accept the judgment. I love my job and I am not ashamed of what I have become.

In an ironic way, being in the adult industry has taught me a lot about life and people. I am actually more confident about my body and self than I ever have been. So, in ending I hope this sheds a little light on my thoughts. Take care and have fun in life!

Catalina

Visit My Official XXX Website >>

This coming Wednesday, the 10th will be an Arizona Cardinal Division Champ live cam show theme! Go Cardiac Cards:) The Arizona Cardinals remind me so much of the old Cleveland Browns when I was a little girl. If your new to reading my blogs, I am a huge football lover, actually my whole family is which makes Sundays very crazy. So, in honor of my home team winning their division I will be filming “Touchdown 2″ during my live show, which will be a sequel to the first Touch down video done years ago in my Cleveland Browns jersey. That video is in my members area under my boy-girl section. It’s a blast from the past video. Here is a small pic from that video. I scored. Hopefully I will score this Wednesday too

Hope to see you Wednesday, if you cannot make it, the show will be posted in the archive section as always!!

Catalina

Visit My Official XXX Website >>

Good Morning!! So, during my live cam show yesterday we got to chatting for a bit about the bodily function sounds that sometimes go on during sex. I just couldn’t bring myself to say the word or even type the word! It is pussy f#@t. God, that word is just so ugly, not even what it is that bothers me. lol Some girls can be really vulgar and just talk about all kinds of nasty things but some things are better left in the dark. hehe So, anyways my live show was interesting and turned out to be a great time. The whole show is being archived today in the members area in case you missed it.

Here are e few of the most frequently asked questions during my live cam shows over the years that I thought I would list since sometimes the chat goes so quickly and the fact that I may be busy having sex that I don’t get to them all the time…

1. Is this show live? Yes, my cam shows are always live. I never play a recorded tape.

2. What size are your breasts? 32D

3. Do you do anal and do you enjoy it? Yes, I have done anal on cam and in videos before and I enjoy it if I am very turned on.

4. Where do you live? I am originally from Ohio and now live in Arizona.

5. Are you bi-sexual? Yes, I consider myself bi because I am attracted to women very much, although I have never been in a romantic relationship with a woman.

6. Do you answer your own e-mails? Yes, I do. always! No one will ever write you back pretending to be me.

7. Have you ever met your members before? Yes, I have in person before at adult conventions and just out and about sometimes.

8. What type of show is this going to be? The majority of my shows are boy-girl sex shows and solo toy shows. I also have my girlfriend guests over sometimes too.

9. Do you squirt? I am an oozer when I orgasm and I am aroused 24-7 lately:) I have squirted before but not very often.

10. Do you take requests? Yes, I do requests. A lot of girls get annoyed by this and I think even the bouncers in the chat get annoyed too but I actually like when you make requests and I will do as many as I can during my shows, just know I cannot possibly do them all. So, if you want a close up of certain body parts or whatever just ask nicely and you will get want you desire:)

My next live cam show will be Wednesday, December 10th.

Have a good one today!!!

Love, Catalina

Visit My Official XXX Website >>

I just returned from the airport to drop off my mom to go back to cold and snowy Ohio. It’s always a sad day to have to say goodbye but the good news is she may be moving out here to Arizona this year, sooner than later if I have anything to do with it. It’s time for her to have a change in her life. There are mamma’s boys and I guess I am a mamma’s girl. lol

I have lost my voice and have a slight cold over the holiday. It seems every year or so I lose my voice because I remember several live cam shows over the years where I couldn’t talk which could be good for all of you because that means less talk more play Which I happen to have a live show tomorrow. Hope to see you all there!

Thank you for all the very sweet e-mails I am getting over the holiday. Some of you knew about the AVN nomination before I even did! It was amazing. You guys rock my world and keep me going!

Some other exciting news… we will have a brand new addition to the Fantasy Girl family by the New Year! Her official site will be re-launched and live by then. Once her contract is signed you all will be the first to know. She is a brunette, petite ultimate Fantasy!!! Her body is so tight and smokin’ hot and her face is so angel like. I just love her to pieces!

I am now off to shoot today for the afternoon. Have a smooth afternoon!

Love, Catalina

Visit My Official XXX Website >>